Euch

I don’t like it when reality crashes in on me. Nevertheless, it sometimes does.

Today has been good, then okay, then raaabbish. And to top it off, my navel silicone came out, and the hole has closed to about 3mm, but since it’s already migrated so much anyways, I am leaving it out for the time being. The future, as it goes, is bright, but right now – she sucks. I still appreciate the roller-coaster-esque turns of events going off in my head though. Thankfully I got Vegas 2 today, so at least I can go take my anger out on some deserving terrorists..

- Alex

EDIT:

It’s technically saturday, but only by about half an hour. I killed some terrorists, and now I am going through old drawings, letters, and general trivial alex memorabilia. It is evoking sentiment, mostly of good times. I found a bunch of pastel drawings which I haven’t looked at for a while, and even a little message from me to me, and possibly you.. So I decided to stick them on flickr, as that seems to be what I am most preoccupied with these days. The one below is the aforementioned message, while the example below that is a girl which always makes me think more of a flower than a girl..

After looking at these pictures from years back over the past coyuple days it seems clear yto me I need to pick up on my drawing again so I don’t loose the ability.. I am gonna sit down and start playing with my new ergosoft pencils now, see what happens..

Have good times people

x – Goth Kid.

EDIT 2:

I am in love with these new pencils. Self portrait (I may be flattering myself somewhat here.. hehe):